I've been trying to update this for the last two months but the truth is, procrastination has taken the best of me and so I've been postponing this until today. First some photos I took months and months ago but never really uploaded them here
Since July (my last complete post) much as happen but I'll keep it short because my will to write is almost non-existent. Months ago I was going for a sub-manager position on my job but health got in the way, so I had to lower my position to the most insignificant one: 10hour job (per week). That is correct, I've been surviving, thanks to the help of my parents with barely 200€ a month (and to those who don't know I have a son *shock*). If you put "anorexia", stress, spending all the time working, excessive medication that did nothing, anxiety and depression, the inability to produce hormones (lack of period), alcohol and drugs together you get my state of mind at that time. So I decided to sacrifice job in order to get my life on track, and successfully I did, about two months ago. I weight now 53kg, regained my hormones, stopped smoking drugs as much as I use to (I still drink but very little), I've been promoted to a higher position (back where I used to be basically), stopped taking any type of pills, been free of anxiety, or at least most of the times, and not a sign of depression. "Coincidentally", all this happened two months after getting together with my man and I owe him a lot for the better state of my health. Although we're miles apart we don't let that come in a way, as it's only a small bump on the road that will be taken care of in a short amount of time.
Here are some photos of when I went to Porto to meet him
